A Mistake!!
I really couldn't stand it anymore..
I had tried my best to change it like what you want me to be..
I really do, I really wish you could see my changes..
But why you like to mention about it again..
You know I hate it very much and you want to say it~!!
Now is what wrong??!!!
Like I commit all the crime and there is no way to turn back is it??
Ya, I admit I did very wrong last time
and it doesn't mean I do not regret and do not conscious about it again!!
Everyone is doing mistake and I understand I had done a very serious mistake..
And I do get my punishment for the consequences that I had been done!!
Till now I haven and never forget the way you treat me
eventhough it had been past for long time~
How I struggled my life during that moment??!! Tell you it's totally suck~
I bet no one know my feeling and no one see my pain and tears..
and I still smile to everyone that I'm alright but deep inside my heart is totally broken..
No choice and I had to keep it all by myself and alone~
Just wishing and waiting someone can see through my pain..
Ya, it hard to go through it and I manage to get rid over it at last~
Anyways, thanks for making me stronger and tougher now..
and I was not like my before anymore~A soft-heart girl!!
and not ever let something or someone that doesn't worth my single tears!!
Perhaps, it's a good lesson for me to deal the next of my life..
Here I really wish you could see what I doing now~
Just wanna to tell you I will tried my best to change everything..
To better one~
and let you to be proud of once again~XD
