I shouldn't argue with you..
I shouldn't act like that..
Just i can't control my temper..
I know is my wrong..
and i know what you want from me..
Sorry that i made you worried always..
Sorry for my bad attitude..
Sorry for everything and whatever that i had done..
Because of it, you still think i'm an useless..
Because of it, you still think i cant protect myself..
Because of it, you still think i'm nothing in your eyes..
Sorry..
I wont forget the mistake that i had done..
It's enough to suffer..
And wont be stepped into same mistakes for next times..
Really sorry..
I promise i won't and no more..
I WILL CHANGE!!!!
I was so happy last night..
I shopping with my mum.. FINALLY
I felt so delighted and enjoyable =)
Maybe, you will think it just normal or nothing..
But, just this little things gives a great meaning to me..
I had never shopping with my mum at any mall before..
and last night was her first time willing out with me..
I felt surprised and my heart filling with joys..
It just like my little dream had came true..
Since young, i always envy those mum who will bring their daughters went for shopping..
And their relation more like a friend rather than mum and daughter..
Can shares everything and stuffs..
No secrets..
I always wish to have so with my mum..
but my mum was different..
She more like spend in the house.. =(
Actually, i never request you to buy anything for me..
I don't wanted that and i no need it..
All i wanted is to spend your little times with me..
Although it just only a short two hours but it's already enough for all..
I enjoyed seriously..
Mum, you always my great mum..
Although, you always nagging here and there..
but i understand it's always for my own good..
and i had felt your loving and care..
especially when i get trouble,
and you are the first person to stand right besides me..
made me felt so secure with you..
when i get hurt,
and your heart felt the pain too..
There are many things other can't do but you CAN!!!
My mum is always the best..
and no one can replace you..
I LOVE YOU MUMMY!!!
Mummy & ME
