Answer Me pls....
A million of words pressed in my heart suddenly..
Until i can't took my breath!! Sophisticated~
Was thinking, should i looked more into present
or far away??
Sometimes, i'm still wondering
does this happiness just stand awhile
or will it stayed forever??
Making me more doubt and confused about myself
to be in such situation..
Why??????
Is it because i scare all things that i hold now,
will be taken away in one day??
Or is it I afraid of the changes,
cause we never know what will be happened in a day??
Or is it I still couldn't accept the fact
from what reality had told me??
Confident.. Confident.. Confident!!!
I really need that!!
I'm so unsecured to what I'm believe now!!
Will you believe, you wouldn't change when time passed??
That is totally nonsense and impossible~
No one will remained same or to be in the past..
People get updated themselves,
if not you just prepared yourself to be threw behind!!
No matter how firm & strong you hold with your old belief,
you still unable to deny the surrounding
will change you when the time comes..
So, if you say FOREVER??
It's could be possible to exist on this kind of world now??
Maybe a little percentage it will..
but the rest i can surely say that it's really HARD!!!
Therefore, the changes made me to feel insecure or
it is because I'm afraid to accept that changes??
And I'm lost for which position I should standing at..
I wished there is direct answer for me,
so that I do not need turned a big way round..
to get my conclusion!! Phhff...
Life always play fool on us!!!
HAIZ~
All i need is an ANSWER!!!
and who can tell me???
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I NEED CONFIDENT!!!!
HOLD IT..
HOLD IT...
HOLD IT....
Tried hard to hold my this feeling,
but I tend to lost my confident in some while..
Sometimes, when the issue rise up..
you may find out you're just ain't perfect!!
From that, you started to lost yourself...
And all the negative mind and emotional are been distracted..
Arghhh... Hate to get back to this kind of feeling..
Find many of excuses to tell my brain,
all these won't defeat you down no matter how!!
OKAY, i know....
I just have to be STRONG!!!
I won't let it be like my past time...
That is definitely not the way to solve it.. DEFINITELY NOT AGAIN!!
Well..
Well...
Well...
No matter what i take,
And i just would like to say everything is in God's planning..
No matter what the consequences in the end..
The rest of it, i will let Him to lead me..
I believe there is always reason behind of it..
For God so love us, He shall do good things on us..
because He is our righteousness..
Just we like to view the troubles & problems into bad sight
and making it more complicated some more..
Do analyze it deeply so that you may know meaning that hidden in it..
and what does God want from us..
Lastly, confront it bravely no matter what the result would be..
And i hope this XXX will continue to keep under your eyes and being BLESSED~
Sometimes, prayer does let my heart feel Better.. Yeah..
At least.. for at least.. There are not too many burdens in my heart!!
Okay, relieve now liao.. HUH!! Bu yao xiang tai duo le...
Get back to my assignment..
Bye~
SMILE =)
