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By looking at my tittle, you know i'm so mad and angry!!!

Just so mad and yet cause me couldn't sleep again!!

I just wondered why,

no matter what i do,

no matter where i go..

there is always rumors and gossips around~

Do i seem to be so much to talk about??

HATE the life always to be bothered by people..

And you can't even have your own privacy..

I'm just so so so tired of it!!!

Why can't you care of your own life??!!!!!

This is my life!!!!

It is  i am the one who going to decide how it's going to be!!!

And how God had planned and arranged for me!!

NOT YOU!!!!!!

Please judge yourself before you start to point on people!!

Please zipped your mouth if you don't understand of people!!

Please looked  yourself clearly in the mirror before you say other!!!

My mood started to swing...

and heart started to mess...

and my body started to tremble...

whenever it touches on this issue~!!

Yes, i admit......................

It seems to be sensitive for me but yet i couldn't control myself~

Tell me, what is the best way that can do???

Trying to avoid,

Trying to ignore,

In the last, it still to be the same things again!! HAIH~

Can please stop it all????!!!!

Be yourself and do yourself is always a best things..

but why it comes out with many problems??

What wrong that i had do???!!!

DEPRESS T.T


As the life begin, i know there is many risk that i need to overcome and handle it~
No matter what it take, i believe there is reason behind God's will..
Cause i know my life is on his hand..
And He is the one & only righteousness that i should follow..
I only lay all my life for Him and not OTHER!! 

A girl just wished to be herself in the LIFE~

I hate when every year come to this month!!!
Every year and when turned to this month,
there is always non-stop bad things happened to me~
And last year was the worst one
and the most darkness memory that i had been through and ever..
No matter how hard i'm tried to delete it..
No matter how tough i'm tried to forget it..
No matter how strong i'm tried to overcome it.
but the mark still left there ='(
I tried many times not to look back it anymore 
but it just couldn't avoid in my mind to think of it..
No one know the suffer that i had been through..
No one know the pain that keep stabbed in my heart..
No one know how i carry the sadness through the day..
No one know i am just so weak to face it..
No one know how hurt it was..
No one seen my tears from my eyes..
Should i count it as my unluckiest month in every of this year??
SIGH!!! =(
Trying to be forget and forgive someone or something is not an easy things~
It need time and a lot of strength to overcome everything
before it could turned back to normal again..
But there is something you can't say "REGRET" if you don't know how to appreciate it..
So, please hold and grab it tightly before you lose them!!
As for this month 2010, everything can say goes pretty well..
just for little things but i think it just a small problem..
the life seem goes fine, simple and peace..
Therefore, i like it so much now~
Hope times will passed quickly on this month!!
and can't wait the BIG DAY to arrive!! wuuhooo =)