好伤心..
好难过..
好痛苦..
好压力..
好悲伤..
好想哭..
不知该和谁诉苦才好??
每次都压在自己心里面..
我想没人会看得到没人猜得到吧..
已经不该想的,还是会去回亿..
明知道是不可能了,但偏偏还是去想它..
为什么???
回亿永远让人最痛苦的那是真的..
那黑点再怎样洗掉,还是留着疤痕在了..
想忘了都难..
想不去想好痛人..
一个没结局的,再多么想要还是无发面强去拥有..
过了就变成回乙..
我说过, <当我在呼时,是真心的.. 当我说没有时,那是我的心已经死了>..
别怪我..
因为是你不懂的珍惜但我存在的时候..
但我不在了,说一切后悔也没用了..
我不想留着什么回亿..
因为没什么直得好留的..
想起了,就觉得自己好傻好笨..
我想没人比我根笨了吧..
在这样伤害下,还能一次又一次给了机会..
我在想,我是否太大方了,还是心太软了??
一次的伤害,还是不肯醒!!!
算了..
只能一切就这样成为最熟悉陌生人..
还是自己活自己那是最好的..
至少,我现在活的快乐..
相心我会过的很好很好!!!
I AM SO STRESS!!!!
I Am SO DEPRESS!!!
I AM SO SUFFER!!!
the feeling was like going to die..
and im dunno how am i going to face it..
i don't wish to think about it when i opened my eyes..
I don't wish the things kept lingering in my mind when i was sleeping..
I don't wish the time passed so fast as i haven get ready yet..
I don't wish many unexpected things to be happened as i dunno how to face it..
I am really don't wish it..
if there was a chance, i wish i can run away as far as possible to somewhere there is only myself...
I need a peace in my mind right now!!!
Can someone tell me what should i do now???
The final exam is getting nearer and nearer..
I am so scared as i haven ready yet..
I worried i might get fail as i don't want to..
I can't let my parent to be dissapointed with me again..
I know i will felt guilty if i din do it well this time..
Almighty God, please give me strong and strength..
I need You to guide beside me..
T.T
