Sigh...
Sometimes i felt it was so ridiculous..
How can such things happened to me??
If there is an eraser, i wished to rub it away from my memory and my life..
I know i am so stupid for that..
I know i am too blind for that..
I know i am too deaf for that..
I was just too "SILLY"..
Haizzzzzzzzzz...
As i understand it was impossible but i still go ahead for it..
I understand that there is no ending but i still wanted it??
I understand that it couldn't be change but i still fighting for it??..
Oh my goodness!!
What i am thinking actually??
What do i want actually??
What my heart feeling actually??
How i wish there is someone can slap me hardly at that time so that i can conscious of myself ..
I really really can't forgive myself and also people who care for me..
"I'm Sorry",,,
I understand whatever i said and how many times i felt "regret",
everything is too late..
it can turned it back to normal..
because for what had happened and yet it had happened..
STUPIAKKKKK......
Once in a life..
I think it is enough for it..
because it was too much and really too much....
I promise to myself won't be a next time and NEVER ever let it happened anymore!!
for you this worthless..
you just nothing!!
someday you get your paid "THE JERK"!!!
